My heart is not a piece of paper.
Oh well fuck. That was a submission… but I couldn’t answer it anon. Sorry to whoever asked me that. I’m glad your tumblr is bland and has no indication of who you are. If you want me to take it down, it’s fine.
Sorry again. :(
“Hey I’m a freshman in high school right and i’m going through some tough times that probably won’t even seem like tough times for you.
I feel like we have the same personality.
So i thought i could ask you for some advice.
Did you ever have this thing where most people at your school annoy the complete shit out of you and you wish you were at home playing video games with your skype friends?
Well i do.
That isn’t the big problem though.
The problem is that i feel like i’m purposely isolating my self from my real life friends and family and then feeling lonely.
Is it just my hormones fucking with me or what?
Please give me some kind of advice :(“
This is strange, I don’t know why I have to answer the question as a text post like this - did you send this as a submission? Meh whatever, it’s fine, just confusing!
Anyway, I know how you’re feeling. It wasn’t until a year ago that I’d met my skype friends and developed strong friendships with them. to be quite frank, most of the people I call friends now mean more to me than friends I made in highschool. Do you want to know why?
High school is you finding yourself. You don’t have all the answers, especially in regards to yourself and what you like, who you like, etc. Don’t be worried about that, it’s normal and a natural occurrence for everyone. I’m miles different from the person I was in school. I thought I was an extrovert, I was very show-y for the wrong people, and I focused my life on the wrong things. Only now do I realize that I messed up, but back then I thought I knew what I was doing. I didn’t.
If you find that talking to your friends on skype and playing games makes you happy, then do not - I repeat, do not - feel guilty or let anyone else make you feel like shit for it. As long as you’re maintaining your studies and not giving that aspect of your life up, then by all means do whatever you want to do. In regards to your “real life” friends, don’t forget about them. But the same ideology applies. If they don’t understand you for wanting to play games and talk to other people, forget them. You’ll go on to meet more amazing people in life who will understand you and make you happy. You’re a freshman - still very young with years ahead of you. However, you can still balance your “real life” and your online friendships equally. But the bottom line is don’t commit yourself wholeheartedly to people - people come and go, they’re not good things to anchor yourself to. That might be why you’re feeling lonely. When you aren’t in constant communication, or if they’re not there - your Anchor is gone and a lot of the time, that causes people to lose themselves.
I don’t think it’s solely hormones, but I don’t think it’s anything to worry about. Like I said, you’re young and you’ve got your whole high school career ahead of you as well as post secondary life. Don’t overthink things too much - that’s how I got very confused about myself and made a lot of stupid decisions throughout school. Granted, I learned from them but it probably would’ve been nicer if I hadn’t had to go through them. Just take it easy, enjoy what you want to - just make sure you’re not hurting yourself or anyone else. You’ll be okay - you are okay. :)
Do not eat your words and then have the audacity to still point a finger to someone and accuse someone of faults you’re guilty of.
Moreover, don’t go and analyze a situation like you know the details when all you’ve heard or made time for is one side of the story. Just because they vicitimize themselves, does not mean they’re right or clear of any issues themselves.
What an ass fucking backwards community this is rofl.
It’s okay. All the people who need to know the truth already do.
Good fucking riddance, ma niggas.
